Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland. Isaiah 43:18-19
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Name: laura
Birthday: 6/28/1990
Interests: God, dancing, going to church, talking (yeah yeah i know, I TALK!!!!), hanging out with my friends, reading, drawing, sleeping, eating, and many more which i can not remember at the moment.
Expertise: injuring myself; sleeping; eating; sucking at typing (im real good at those 4); messing things up; being OCD; finding things out that ppl think i dont know; oh yeah, last one, being really really blonde..... u get the idea...
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AIM:  DancingFlameInGo
Member Since:
10/31/2004
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| is it bad that i feel responsible for friendships that failed? even if it was like 5 years ago.. i see where you are now... and it breaks my heart... i wish i could have helped you, maybe things would be better for you now? i feel like i walked away, like its all my fault, but i know it wasn't, at least i think it wasn't; maybe this was just a lose-lose situtation.... maybe i just wasn't the one to help.. i really wanted to, and i still do... i wonder what all i missed out on pursuing the path i chose? i wonder who i would still know... i bet i'd still know you... i bet i'd still know most everyone there...it was right for then i suppose, but i feel like i spent so much time walking down the street, only to find it was a dead end. i know God has a plan, i suppose i just don't see it yet, at least not long term... | | |
| the weather is absolutely beautiful today, and God is absolutely amazing.... | | |
| me + solitaire = ?????? (isn't the suspense just too much) an obsession with winning.... yep... i shouldn't play that game when i'm waiting for things to load... i just can't stop.... | | |
| i understand now, i really do.. and thats an amazing feeling... and yes, good did come of it.. all of it... | | |
| its so strange when you talk to someone you used to know... im thinking about the past.. im not missing it.. but its just so weird, where i was versus where i am now... life is interesting.... seeing people lately... talking to people lately... its so strange how some people you can just pick up with and feel totally at ease, even if you haven't talked to them in years....and others, its seems you never knew them.... things are looking up... i've missed you, so much... i've been so worried... i hope this really happens... this weather makes me happy... it also reminds me of being a little kid.. it seems so much colder than it really is... this is working better... its taking time, but its alright... i miss the hay-rides in the woods.... | | |
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